screech'd out

they pester me
r u gone mad
where r the traits
aint u the chaste?

a girl shud b sweet
sans flambouyance
look at u
u scuttling fire

u ought to lisen!
litsen ! listen 2 me!
no i wont ! i wont
i cant take
ur orders upon me

my frailness
don't u dare point on!
my conduct
put ur finger down!

i am an equal
a squeal
'equal to thee'
thou shant tramp
on my entity

idee fixe

there was  no mirth there was no  joy
just left as mere destiny's ploy
wandering drift
along  i swift
i revolved on life's tangled labyrinth...

behold! dont let it go
says 2 me, one part  of my soul ,
but the ego doesnt succumb to desire
anger and angst produce fire
and it failed , got  lost in gyre ...

but i have chosen to stand by
on the heap of moments i have ever cried
the grains of joy i felt coz of thee
the boulder of agony i  have heaved
i stand erect on all gone by

i have screamed and whimpered
in  angst and fright
yet my steps progressed
keeping all aside
u stumbled and found a lifting hand
yet u left all things way behind
in the vain vanity and shallow pride
u stagged yourself out of the tribe
i have brushed along your spiny words
the bruises are there , they' ll forever hurt
yet i chose to pile the cherished , awhile
the morsels of love i saved aside
the resolve to never be one of thy
i stand pedastalized
to things so petty and sly

Blinded eyes

Beware ! lest u go too deep
n burn in the glum  ire
the sea of misery floats on the lids
the mist formed above the iris
they speak at tyms
when i m rendered speechless
no words to convey how  i feel
a look  so deep it pierce inside
to the very deapth of my being
the crazy passion that i  devoured
was the intoxication of ur sight
yet now the misery embeds deep
love is  opaque to my eyes.

 i warmed in it the glaze of  your gaze

my spirits soared underneath

i found the sea of gleaming diamonds

and thought 't was all i 'd ever need

the eyes that saw the  hazel hues
was the crust of the shallow sheen
there wasnt love,  just a mere facade
 lust glossed with love of a feen.

vowed to the "bimbo"damsel :)

Bimbo! Bimbo!
why were you born
why did god send u here
the whole earth yawns

DoDo watch above
the sky is blue
u snooze till late
wi get up at cow's moo?

u  do walk in strides
and  the feet turned out
with  a blooper satchel
how do  you do that pout!

why r u laughing now
wen all have hushed by
dodo bimbo grow up
stop being a foolish pry

but its you bimbo
who makes my world so bright
in your abysmal innocense
i see a  pristine  life

wen all is filth till brim
scum, evil and gross
with  ur twinking smile
oh dear! my heart aglows

coz u r a nincompoop
that i cannot deny
but its u DoDo
The gleam of my life

rupture

and they wont dry
till i pass by
the wrath i go thru
in flames me and i cry

yes i  do try
to spread the joy
all  effort empitied
n they flow till dry

n they pour from eyes
spread numbness by
i have to end it soon
or i  cry till i die...

bliss of dance - a blank verse

The body longs to stretch
Craves to hear the counts
And the sweat soaked clothes
Reflects the toil been through
The time u get exhausted
N fall flat on the back
Feeling the pulsing nerves
And the throbbing heart
there is sweat all around
The body emanates heat
A Swish of fan’s air
Through tiny-winy openings
Sends chill down beneath
In that one moment u grow
U grow u grow n u grow
A tear trickles down the cheek
As you know you have something achieved

Langsyne

Yet it reappears in my fragmented mind
Every domain that was once stalked
It stands vivid ,erect and strong
in the vagueness of my thoughts

Why do I dream of it?
Which is insofar be gone
Why does each corner calls me
Have I left anything beyond?

When would the mystery decode
When will I soundly sleep?
I feel it calling me everyday
I could still hear the screech…

Yet I cannot pass by it
Without raising my eyes
On the most cherished past
Decayed in front of my sight

Why does u scrunch my heart?
Live thy in faux expectation why ?
What you contemplate won’t occur
With the burden of hopes you’ll die

Incredulous not to call you mine
I still fuel the desire …I will come by!